never liked the financial arguments to delay enforcing a conception of a child. And now this truism, and caught up with us (Since May, we started efforts to siblings for Tusi. Could not the first time, in the meantime, several things happened: installment credit for housing has increased, but the footage is not increased. Dreams of a larger apartment or a tiny cottage came to nothing when it turned out that we have no more credit, that at this point is not profitable to sell our apartment. Nail in the coffin was a loss of my income. Small, proved to be crucial. Without my last payment, we do not give advice to survive the month. The future will be even worse. Hence the decision that I have to go to work. Double the pain! We can not afford another child and in addition Tusi I have to give the nursery, but planned to be with her through those first three years. My heart bleeds
, but I see a work of God. Already there is a chance to work since September. Tusia the socialization and develops, there will be an only child. And I will know how to distance her and I will have more patience. Anyway, I see that now I want it to her future severance reward, because I miss her:)
Surely God is in this We have a plan! Do not worry, though of course I'm sad because I feel a little like I could not have kids.
Sometimes even I think that it was necessary, however, try to start faster, but I trust it will be fine!
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